It appears that I am in a terrible rut.
Every two weeks I find myself breaking a relationship with a man that I never intended to get into.
How does someone who isn't supposed to be dating keep ending up in something that feels like dating? I explain up front that I'm not dating right now. Maybe it's the man's need to prove himself that he keeps pursuing and keeps pushing.
I admit I've been feeling lonely and weak. So how do I avoid getting sucked into something that's not really what I want and avoid feeling lonely?
How do I break out of this holding pattern that is keeping me from moving closer to where I need to be? Thankfully, grad school is about to start again. Between my homework and my kids' homework, I won't have time to think about being lonely.
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